Huwag ka nang umiyak
Pag-ibig ko sa iyo ay tiyak
Huwag ka nang malungkot
Paglisan ko ay wag ikatakot
Sapagkat sa iyo ay hindi mawawala
Kasama mo ako sa iyong pagluha
'Wag nang ikalungkot ang aking katahimikan
Hindi ko nais na ako ay iyong pag-ispan
Na ika ay kinukulong at sinasakal
Dahil gusto ko na tayo ay magtagal
Hindi ko nais na malimot mo ang iyong sarili
Hindi ko nais na ang mundo mo'y sa akin ikubli
Dahil sa oras na pag-ibig mo sa sairi'y naglaho
Kasabay nito, ang mundo ko ay guguho
At kapag ang sarili mo sa iyo nawala
Ngiti sa iyong mga labi ay titila
Malulungkot kahit tayo ay magkasama
Pag-ibig sa akin iyong ipagtataka
Ako ay iyong iiwan upang hanapin ang sarili
At sa ganitong dahilan, hindi kita masisisi
Kaya sa akin, pakiusap, huwag nang mayamot
Mga gawa ko ay buhat na rin siguro ng takot
Sapagkat sa iyo ay ayaw kong mawawala
Sasama mo ako sa lahat ng iyong pagluha
Ipagpaumanhin mo ang pag-ibig ko sa iyo
Ipagpaumanhin mo na rin ang mga takot ko
"Share the light." :D
Thursday, September 19, 2013
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Perspective
Pain is pleasure
Pain is gain
You think but unsure
Still is, but not the same
Glasses are empty
Glasses are full
Look far, look closely
Who's mute, blind or fool
Breathe in, breathe out
Would you live with or without
Hold on or let go
Let your head in the flow
Keep your eyes shut
Let darkness eat light
Aim well, take your shot
Or let angels take flight
"Share the light." :D
Pain is gain
You think but unsure
Still is, but not the same
Glasses are empty
Glasses are full
Look far, look closely
Who's mute, blind or fool
Breathe in, breathe out
Would you live with or without
Hold on or let go
Let your head in the flow
Keep your eyes shut
Let darkness eat light
Aim well, take your shot
Or let angels take flight
"Share the light." :D
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
First Breakfast
"And tides, they turn and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when were wounded together"
--A Beautiful Mess By Jason Mraz
It was 5 o'clock in the morning.
I prepared burgers and rice for breakfast.
She were seating from across the table and we were eating.
As a conversation, I told her about how I imagined we would be like with our children.
Our eldest son and eldest daughter would sit next to her and the twins would sit next to me.
I told her that I would eat slowly because one of the twins would definitely be a slowpoke, just like me.
I'd let that slowpoke finish his meal first and tell me "Papa, ambagal mo talaga kumain".
And then we laughed.
And while we were laughing, I saw a clear picture of what I had imagined.
I saw my would-be wife and our would-be children and we were happy.
I am happy. And at that moment, I was so overwhelmed by happiness that I had to stop myself from fully absorbing that thought, that scene.
It was too early to burst into tears.
No matter how wounded I may be, as long as we're together. =)
"Smile! Everything gets a lot better after that." >=)
But that's no concern when were wounded together"
--A Beautiful Mess By Jason Mraz
It was 5 o'clock in the morning.
I prepared burgers and rice for breakfast.
She were seating from across the table and we were eating.
As a conversation, I told her about how I imagined we would be like with our children.
Our eldest son and eldest daughter would sit next to her and the twins would sit next to me.
I told her that I would eat slowly because one of the twins would definitely be a slowpoke, just like me.
I'd let that slowpoke finish his meal first and tell me "Papa, ambagal mo talaga kumain".
And then we laughed.
And while we were laughing, I saw a clear picture of what I had imagined.
I saw my would-be wife and our would-be children and we were happy.
I am happy. And at that moment, I was so overwhelmed by happiness that I had to stop myself from fully absorbing that thought, that scene.
It was too early to burst into tears.
No matter how wounded I may be, as long as we're together. =)
"Smile! Everything gets a lot better after that." >=)
Friday, May 13, 2011
The First And The Last
We became friends by chance.
Nothing special really.
Just a part of a group.
We ate. We smiled. We laughed.
And I think it was her laughter that caught me.
There was something about it.
I've always wanted to hear it.
Even being the jest I am, the task was of no ease.
But after claiming it, the prize was of no measure.
Only now that I Realize what that some thing was.
It was happiness, in its truest form.
Her ability to express joy without a hint of grief and deception.
That was the first thing that made me fall for her.
"I will always be yours" --DJoker
Nothing special really.
Just a part of a group.
We ate. We smiled. We laughed.
And I think it was her laughter that caught me.
There was something about it.
I've always wanted to hear it.
Even being the jest I am, the task was of no ease.
But after claiming it, the prize was of no measure.
Only now that I Realize what that some thing was.
It was happiness, in its truest form.
Her ability to express joy without a hint of grief and deception.
That was the first thing that made me fall for her.
"I will always be yours" --DJoker
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Kudos To You, Delinquents!
Delinquent -(adj) failing in or neglectful of a duty or obligation
Hindi kayo marunong mahiya
At wala din kayong pagkukusa
Hindi kayo marunong makaramdam
At sa grupo, wala kayong pakialam
Ang alam niyo lang, magDOTA
At nakakalasap kayo ng pahinga
Magaling kayo lalo pag may pusta
Pero pag defense, kayo yung tatanga-tanga
Kapag binigyan mo naman ng trabaho
Ang tikas at ang yabang pa umasta
Paghihintayin ka, sayang oras mo
At ang ibibigay sayo, BASURA
Mabuhay ang mga makaka-graduate ng walang hirap
Mabuhay ang mga bagong bantay ng computer shop
"Smile! Everything gets a lot better after that." >=)
Hindi kayo marunong mahiya
At wala din kayong pagkukusa
Hindi kayo marunong makaramdam
At sa grupo, wala kayong pakialam
Ang alam niyo lang, magDOTA
At nakakalasap kayo ng pahinga
Magaling kayo lalo pag may pusta
Pero pag defense, kayo yung tatanga-tanga
Kapag binigyan mo naman ng trabaho
Ang tikas at ang yabang pa umasta
Paghihintayin ka, sayang oras mo
At ang ibibigay sayo, BASURA
Mabuhay ang mga makaka-graduate ng walang hirap
Mabuhay ang mga bagong bantay ng computer shop
"Smile! Everything gets a lot better after that." >=)
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
"Lucky"
"Never fall in love with a friend", is what i told my self. And i did not listen.
We have been classmates for almost 3 years now and little did i know that i would fall for her. She is not cute but she is pretty. she is not tall but she is kinda hot. She is not girly but she is fun. She is persistent. She is smart. She is very influential. And i just love how she makes me shut up.
I'd be lying if i say that i did not see it coming. I did. Once. And i blurred it from my vision. And suddenly, it hit me dead on. And when i think of it, it is kinda ironic because the one who's turning me gay is now my reason for being a guy. the feeling was already overwhelming when i realized it. And if suppressing the feeling was hard, keeping it a secret was harder. I had to tell her or I'd burst like a balloon. But the hardest part is making her believe that it was true. I told her i love her a dozen times. As expected, she did not believe me. So, i ended up dong an illogical but effective physical action also a dozen times. After an ounce of tear and a couple of painful bites, i think she believed me.
After that, i had no idea how she felt. Kinda pissed, i guess. But me, i felt good. and worried. and scared. Good because keeping something that intense was a killer. Worried because things would probably be weird ...and awkward from now on. (i hope not) Scared because i might lose my best friend because of my stupidity and lack of control.
And let me clear things up. I don't want an "us", i don't intend to make her mine. I'm just happy with what already is and what we have right now. If you know who I'm blogging about, please do keep your mouth shut because you might mess things more than they are right now. I don't want to lose her.
"Smile! Everything gets a lot better after that." >=)
We have been classmates for almost 3 years now and little did i know that i would fall for her. She is not cute but she is pretty. she is not tall but she is kinda hot. She is not girly but she is fun. She is persistent. She is smart. She is very influential. And i just love how she makes me shut up.
I'd be lying if i say that i did not see it coming. I did. Once. And i blurred it from my vision. And suddenly, it hit me dead on. And when i think of it, it is kinda ironic because the one who's turning me gay is now my reason for being a guy. the feeling was already overwhelming when i realized it. And if suppressing the feeling was hard, keeping it a secret was harder. I had to tell her or I'd burst like a balloon. But the hardest part is making her believe that it was true. I told her i love her a dozen times. As expected, she did not believe me. So, i ended up dong an illogical but effective physical action also a dozen times. After an ounce of tear and a couple of painful bites, i think she believed me.
After that, i had no idea how she felt. Kinda pissed, i guess. But me, i felt good. and worried. and scared. Good because keeping something that intense was a killer. Worried because things would probably be weird ...and awkward from now on. (i hope not) Scared because i might lose my best friend because of my stupidity and lack of control.
And let me clear things up. I don't want an "us", i don't intend to make her mine. I'm just happy with what already is and what we have right now. If you know who I'm blogging about, please do keep your mouth shut because you might mess things more than they are right now. I don't want to lose her.
"Smile! Everything gets a lot better after that." >=)
Monday, August 2, 2010
You
"A poem begins in delight and ends in wisdom."
-- Robert Frost
At last, I was able to write another poem. Well, this poem is about a person who is amazed about how another person "saved" him and made him feel okay after being in pain and suffering. He was delighted by her her actions, even though she does not really do anything at all.
You who, in all graciousness have saved
A flightless that had nothing to give
For my wings ripped by who I once craved
For my light dimmed by who once received
You who, in all miracles have done
Such a wonder at keeping me warm
When all the fair heat had passed through none
When nearly engulfed in rain clouds' swarm
You who, in all kindness, was the one
To give so great without giving some
That one touch sends violets to run
That one smile makes all the blues hum
But plain or grand, we wont cross the line
I am yours, you need not to be mine
"Smile! Everything gets a lot better after that." >=)
-- Robert Frost
At last, I was able to write another poem. Well, this poem is about a person who is amazed about how another person "saved" him and made him feel okay after being in pain and suffering. He was delighted by her her actions, even though she does not really do anything at all.
You who, in all graciousness have saved
A flightless that had nothing to give
For my wings ripped by who I once craved
For my light dimmed by who once received
You who, in all miracles have done
Such a wonder at keeping me warm
When all the fair heat had passed through none
When nearly engulfed in rain clouds' swarm
You who, in all kindness, was the one
To give so great without giving some
That one touch sends violets to run
That one smile makes all the blues hum
But plain or grand, we wont cross the line
I am yours, you need not to be mine
"Smile! Everything gets a lot better after that." >=)
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