"'Wag Ka Nang Umiyak"

Huwag ka nang umiyak
Pag-ibig ko sa iyo ay tiyak
Huwag ka nang malungkot
Paglisan ko ay wag ikatakot
Sapagkat sa iyo ay hindi mawawala
Kasama mo ako sa iyong pagluha
'Wag nang ikalungkot ang aking katahimikan
Hindi ko nais na ako ay iyong pag-ispan
Na ika ay kinukulong at sinasakal
Dahil gusto ko na tayo ay magtagal
Hindi ko nais na malimot mo ang iyong sarili
Hindi ko nais na ang mundo mo'y sa akin ikubli
Dahil sa oras na pag-ibig mo sa sairi'y naglaho
Kasabay nito, ang mundo ko ay guguho
At kapag ang sarili mo sa iyo nawala
Ngiti sa iyong mga labi ay titila
Malulungkot kahit tayo ay magkasama
Pag-ibig sa akin iyong ipagtataka
Ako ay iyong iiwan upang hanapin ang sarili
At sa ganitong dahilan, hindi kita masisisi
Kaya sa akin, pakiusap, huwag nang mayamot
Mga gawa ko ay buhat na rin siguro ng takot
Sapagkat sa iyo ay ayaw kong mawawala
Sasama mo ako sa lahat ng iyong pagluha
Ipagpaumanhin mo ang pag-ibig ko sa iyo
Ipagpaumanhin mo na rin ang mga takot ko


"Share the light." :D

Perspective

Pain is pleasure
Pain is gain
You think but unsure
Still is, but not the same

Glasses are empty
Glasses are full
Look far, look closely
Who's mute, blind or fool

Breathe in, breathe out
Would you live with or without
Hold on or let go
Let your head in the flow

Keep your eyes shut
Let darkness eat light
Aim well, take your shot
Or let angels take flight



"Share the light." :D

First Breakfast

"And tides, they turn and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when were wounded together"

--A Beautiful Mess By Jason Mraz

It was 5 o'clock in the morning.
I prepared burgers and rice for breakfast.
She were seating from across the table and we were eating.
As a conversation, I told her about how I imagined we would be like with our children.
Our eldest son and eldest daughter would sit next to her and the twins would sit next to me.
I told her that I would eat slowly because one of the twins would definitely be a slowpoke, just like me.
I'd let that slowpoke finish his meal first and tell me "Papa, ambagal mo talaga kumain".
And then we laughed.
And while we were laughing, I saw a clear picture of what I had imagined.
I saw my would-be wife and our would-be children and we were happy.
I am happy. And at that moment, I was so overwhelmed by happiness that I had to stop myself from fully absorbing that thought, that scene.
It was too early to burst into tears.

No matter how wounded I may be, as long as we're together. =)

"Smile! Everything gets a lot better after that." >=)